Another early year.
I won't talk about the stress I've got since the peak of pandemic happened in mid year and made me feel exhausted. It was a nightmare that i wish I'd never go through anymore.
I'd like to say that i fall in love with myself since last year, i got a lot of happy things i had never imagined i could get. I've read some inspiring books and those led me to understand more about myself. I feel calm at most of time; can't lie tho when PMS days coming i still feel a bit unstable. I often sit in front of my laptop with a blank ms.word page, figuring out what kinda potentials i have then typing how highly rate i am. I don't hold grudge anymore; especially with my ex; and tend to express what i think. I'm good enough at holding myself from texting unnecessary messages to my crush. Ah ya, I'm between oversharing or never sharing person. The moody side of me still force me to say what i wanna say but thankfully, i feel like my brain works well on filtering. I joined some events that i never thought I'd attend. I'm starting to build a habit even though I'm not really stick with it; at least i try. I cherish my free time because once i start working, there's no way i feel relaxed. I do well at saving money but i spend it on the foods i crave. That's the summary of my life.
I feel like i live my life as best as i could. I enjoy every time i spend in a day, i look forward for the next journey, and i don't have any regret for the past experiences. The whole idea about self-love and self-trust is truly a game changer.
And I'll keep improving, because i believe.
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