“I’m not sure who I’m gonna be with, if it’s not you”
That thought keeps spinning inside my head, mostly when I feel hopeless romantic. A friend of mine always says that I don’t need to be insecure about myself. But I can’t lie, I am, sometimes. I keep trying to see inside myself. What else do I need to improve? What’s kinda effort I need to make? What’s kinda charm I have to show? No, you never ask me to do anything. You don’t make me feel like I’m a different person. Either way, you always let me and lead me to be the most of myself. You know me already. And that just makes me... want you; to be with you. For me, you’re an impressive human being, so I keep working to be like that too. But, every time I have those thought, I’m ended it with a question: “is it really worth to invest my energy, my mind, my feeling for this?” Ps. I kinda wish you read this but at the same time i don’t want you to know anything about my complex thought about you. Perhaps, if you read this, would you answer my questions?