Don't even think to push someone away
((except he/she is toxic for your life)) I once a bit understand about the regrets of pushing someone away just because I didn't want someone else feel hurt. Bur instead, I hurt. He was the one who tell me lot of thing about how to live freely, the one who did the homework with me in every free time, the one whom I talked cheerfully about what I thoughts, the one who showed his kindness as simple as bring me lunch box, the one who helped me a lot in teasing my ex, the one who made me brave riding motorbike up to 80 km/h, and the one who challenged me being 'me' in; unexpectedly; better ways. We had not been in deep discussion because we didn't want nor need to make something complicated. His ex hate me so much and somehow I felt guilty so I did stupid act: pushed him away even he tried to be the one who spent much time for having discussion with me. He understood what I've tried to do so we rarely talked and texted since that time. And now I miss him, a lot. It'...