When your heart is broken
I know it's really hard to accept that someone we fall in to, doesn't do the same. I mean, who says one-sided love is easy and fun? The first thing you need to do is accepting, nothing else. After that, you may cry as hard as you wish. Trust me, you will feel much better. Then you get tired of crying, your sense will come back. You'll start to think, is he/she even worth your teardrops? But you will deny all logic and put 'how deep your feeling' to him/her as your shield. You feel like you need time to heal but in fact, you spend your time thinking about him/her again. Every corner of your mind will be filled with his/her shadow. You keep recalling memories about him/her. It's a long journey and nobody should rush you. Your state is in between. Forgetting him/her is as hurt as you loving him/her. Maybe then you start to hate. How could a human creature make you feel like this? But you realize, it was the decision from a long time ago before you fell in love. You...