untuknya...

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aku menulis kata perkata
untuk mengungkapkan sebuah rasa
hanya untuknya

kalimat yang ku tulis
adalah gambaran hatiku saat ini
gambaran perasaanku saat ini

aku...menyukainya...
entah apa alasanku mengatakannya
tapi hanya itulah yang ku rasakan

dia telah membuatku senang
di juga telah membuatku gelisah
dia...dia membuatku merasakan arti "suka"

tapi setelah ku sadari...
ku rasa, aku tidak akan merasakan hal itu lagi
kepadanya, rasaku akan segera mati

ku pikir, dia tidak akan menyukaiku
ku kira, dia juga tidak akan menjadi milikku
dan ku rasa, dia memang bukan untukku

selamat tinggal ku ucapkan untuknya
bersama segala kenangan darinya
ini mungkin akan lebih baik untukku maupun untuknya

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